It certainly wasn’t anything I had anticipated or even imagined happening. But it did and I never saw it coming.          

Now, as I sit here in the silence of my own thoughts, my mind cannot help but to fret over all that it is, or isn’t. Damn! If only I could quiet the emotions! I have to think clearly, now more than ever because I have life altering decisions to make, and it’s not just my life that shall be forever altered. 

I’m tired of always being the one to “balance the see-saw”, but if I let go…who’s going to get hurt? Of course I don’t want ANYONE to get hurt.  But balancing the see-saw hurts ME!  I bleed for others and I bleed silently.  Only Love can do that.